Life In A Cage

At the request of Miss Ann, I made a short video of how the Lady's Glove is attached.

come to an end.

Lady and I are no longer a couple. We are still very much friends, and parted on good terms.

For all those friends who have followed O/our story, thank you. I will leave this blog up for the foreseeable future, for the memories at least. If you are here because of the Lady's Glove pattern seen on youtube.com, I hope you enjoy reading about some of O/our fun, but please, when requesting the pattern, don't address it to Lady, it is just myself now...

The pattern is still available free by sending an email to: ladysglove@yahoo.com 

Its been a while since this slut has written.

Tonight there was no touching for this slut. Lady put me in the humbler until I was moaning from the aching and then She told me it would get worse before it got better and forced Her slut to wear the humbler behind the thighs. Lady was so kind, she allowed this slut to kneel and suffer as the hubler pulled at Her slut’s full balls.

When Lady had decided it was time for the humbler to come off, She ordered the cage put on immediately. No touching, or stroking or edging. Nothing but the ache of the humbler and then the cage.

I can only hope Lady has a smile on Her face, knowing Her slut is suffering for Her…

One time I told Lady a fantasy of mine: to be at Her beck and call all day.

That day was Sunday.

We didn’t even have a set time to meet. The five hour time difference is sometimes difficult, plus add in work schedules and other time differences, and sometimes it is best to just meet up when we can.

So I got up late Sunday morning, brewed some coffee, and logged in to see if my Owner was online. And She was!

We chatted a while, and then Lady ordered Her slut on cam. Within minutes She had me on my hands and knees, Her cock and balls clipped.

It was then She decided She wanted Her slut ALL day…and omg She had me serving Her for the next 10 hours, with two breaks.

The rest of the day I served Her. She edged me, waxed me, and W/we began experimenting with “virtual bondage” where She would place Her slut in some position and leave me there until She buzzed me.

Then Lady announced She was in need of playing herself, and decided She wanted Her slut suffering as She did, so left me spread wide, nipples, cock and balls clipped while She played.

Now, it was 32 days since I had been allowed to cum. Honestly, I saw Lady’s  demand for Her slut ALL day as Her feeling totally confident that She OWNED this slut and could do what She wanted. And the 4 ruthless edging I’d gotten throughout the day was telling me…no way is Lady going to allow me to cum.

And then, to my complete surprise, Lady told me it was time, that I had been such a good slut, She decided She wanted to see me cum. She started a countdown from 20, and at zero I was to cum…this slut tried so hard to make it to zero, but completely lost control at 5…and I knew it was ok, that losing control after 32 days, and all those ruthless edging was ok, that Lady actually was thrilled that I had completely lost control after being so careful for a month.

It was a delicious orgasm, a relief, and best, a shared orgasm, our orgasm. And one of the things I adore about Lady is how She just let me go, telling me “Just lay back and relax now slut, just lay back and enjoy it.”

We talked again today, and both of us seemed amazed at the entire day. I honestly didn’t WANT to write about it last night, one reason of being I was one worn out slut, but also,,,I didn’t want to share it just yet It was our perfect day, not anyone else’s, totally free doing what we thoroughly enjoy.

It's been 30 days since Lady allowed Her slut to cum. We had agreed to do it, and I am slightly amazed that I made it. But I'll be honest, there was a point where I was tired of doing it mainly for the sake of doing it. Not that it wasn't good or exciting or massively erotic, but we were doing it because it was a determined time.

Now things are different. The 30 days have come and gone, well the days came, I certainly didn't! and now its totally up to Lady. I like it better, its the way it should be. It's no longer "I can't cum because its not been 30 days it is "I can't cum because Lady locked me back up and decided She didn't want me to cum.

And that is exactly what She did tonight. I can tell Lady is relizing She owns a slut, She's more confident that what She wants is all that matters. And that's what I so love, that combo of caring for me and at the very same time, having Lady think of nothing but Her own pleasure.

I am tired, exhausted. For 3 hours She had me on cam, mostly doing two long ruthless edgings. It almost doesn't matter what She has me do anymore, its this feeling that comes through loud and clear that She WANTS this. Tonight she kept calling me a slut, a slave, was very demanding, and quick to type what she wanted next. It was amazing

And I have no idea when She will let me come, its almost not even a discussion anymore. Do I want to cum? ohhhh yes! But is there just the most delicious prolonged pleasure of serving Lady as Her very edged slut? Yes! It's indescribable to be used so hard by Her nad then locked back up. Yes, I loved chastity and edging before I met Lady, but this is a whole new level, being owned, trained, forced to edge beyond anything I have ever done before...and for HER.

I'vr tried to write about what it feels like to BE a male slut. lol It's a funny term, male slut. Aren't all men sluts? LOL. But the big difference is...being an owned slut, used by Lady, over and over, not because all men are sluts anyway, no, this is being trained by Her to bring Her pleasure. More and more She talks about Her desires, something most women in my life haven't done...and to be Her slut, pleasing Her, being used as She wants, is just amazing...

And exhausting

“I want My cock edged for an hour today,” Lady told me.

I thought She was joking, to be honest. We joke a lot, like the time She did some addition and asked me if I thought that was Grade A math, and I said yes, if you are in 3^rd grade lol, She said, “Get the humbler. You just earned 6 weeks.” 

So for Her to say an hour of edging, after being denied an orgasm for the past 24 days seemed a joke…but oh She was serious!

She took me straight into subspace, and all I was was Her slut, edging for Her to bring Her pleasure. It was delicious torture. She broke me of my habit of asking how long I’d gone, how much time was left, and just told me to edge and let Her worry about the time… 

And at the end, Lady admitted She needed to take me further than ever before, that She just ached to see me aching. I told Her how much I adored that She just KNEW how to take me into subspace.

Be both were drained, and Lady said Her goodbyes. 

I got up from my chair and walked out to the kitchen, and then I realized..I was uncaged! She’sdtotally, completely forgotten about locking me back up. I was… free!

And you know what my first thought was after being edged for an hour, I mean a ruthless, “we’re gonna stay here as long as it takes for you to edge for a total of 60 minutes” kind of edging? It was NOT “oh I can cum cause I am unlocked.” It was: damn, Lady must have really been into it to forget locking up Her cock. 

I smiled. I locked up. I sealed the key away in an envelop.

Why did I? Did you have any idea how satisfying it is for a dime a dozen male sub like me to realize you can make your Domme so happy, so sexually satisfied She forgets everything and just floats off in the Domme equal of subspace?  

I went straight to bed after serving Lady last night. I was yet again worn out. I woke up this morning thinking, was it really as intense as I think or was it just a dream?

So I looked at the message archive…

7:09 PM – Lady has me kneeling on cam for Her. Naked now for 7 weeks, denied orgasm for the last 22 days, caged witout touching the past 4 days. She allows me to unlock Her cock, which is dripping with pre-cum and swollen immediately.

Lady has absolutely no interest in allowing me to do what I so desperately wanted to do: stroke! No, Lady wants Her cock “tidied up” so this slut had to shave on cam for Her, with no unnecessary touching allowed.

By 7:30 PM, 20 minutes after being uncaged, this slut was shaved and marked with “Property Of Lady Midnight” on my belly…and hoping beyond hope that Lady would allow me to touch. But, She said “want to see my cock in bondage. tt would really please me sweetie. So grab some rope.”

Then for nearly 15 minutes, She had Her cock in bondage, untouched, swollen, aching and dripping after 22 days of denial. All She wanted was for Her slut to sit, legs spread wide, and watch me suffer.

Then, Lady teased me more, by having oil dripped on Her cock, while She asked me how badly I needed to be touched. After 15 long minutes of begging and whimpering, Lady finially said “Here’s what I am going to do…I’m going to stroke you a little while now…and if i'm enjoying it enough...i might carry on…but i might stop…we’ll see.”

After 50 minutes uncaged I was finally allowed to touch, slowly, teasing Her cock as She wanted.. And after only a few brief minutes Lady had me stop and show Her how hard Her cock was.

It wasn’t for another 20 minutes til I heard Lady say again “I think I’ll stroke My cock again, spread wide sweetie….” Then Lady ordered Her cock stroked slowly with no stopping. She was very specific, She wanted me whimpering and so close to coming I had to use my safe word. No stopping was allowed…it was a slow torturious edging after 22 days denied.

Then is was time to recage. Nearly 90 minutes unlocked, with only a few torturous touches…

I adore Her. I see Lady enjoying owning this slut more and more each time, becoming more intent on getting Her pleasure as SHE wants it, leaving me aching and suffering for Her.

I am the luckiest slut on the planet.

Over the last few days I’ve been putting my kind, understanding Lady through Her paces as I seem to be endlessly needy concerning some bad habits I have in my life. It’s 5:30 am and I just woke with a new thought about my behavior lately and need to write it out.

You see, I’ve noticed that my needs have changed recently, and fortunately, Lady and I have a relationship that is not just about teasing and denial. We talk about our lives, we are close friends. We’ve spent hours making each other laugh so hard we are snorting and giggling like teenagers.

And these last few days I’ve been struggling, and sharing with Her my own personal demons, demons I’d like to rid from my life. In particular, I am a big fan of being highly stimulated, and consume massive amounts of coffee and nicotine, much to my detriment.

And lately, that’s what we talk about mostly, my bad habits and how to rid them from my life. Over the weekend I stopped drinking coffee and became what I see as a whiney needy pathetic man. LOL.

And I had always looked at it this way: that by giving to Lady ownership of my orgasms, and Her denying me the ability to touch, and teasing me relentlessly day after day, I had learned that I COULD cope without things. Therefore, I thought, this new knowledge that I can COPE gave me strength to look at other things in my life which I could do without, like coffee and cigarettes.

But, I woke this morning with an entirely different thought. I didn’t quit coffee because I am ‘stronger’ now that I am denied.

I think I quit coffee because it took my mind off being denied!

All my whining to Lady these past few day about how awful I feel, how tired and uncomfortable being without caffeine makes me, completely and very effectively changed the subject!

And really, being locked and unable to touch, and then being unlocked by Lady, only to be deliciously teased for hours day after day, has absolutely nothing in common with giving up coffee.  If I were to ‘deny’ myself coffee, using Lady’s methods, I would go about it differently.

How? Oh, let’s see…I’d go to the store and buy some really good coffee beans and get home and take my coffee grinder and grind them to perfection and inhale a deep lungful of that delicious coffee aroma. Then I would take pure, ice cold filtered water and brew myself a perfect pot of coffee. Then pour it into a mug, add milk and sugar, then hold the deliciously warm mug of coffee in my hands until I just HAD to take a taste.

And then I’d take a taste, and taste all that yummy coffee sit in my mouth….and spit it out!

See how it is? 

It’s odd and its happened twice now… After a deliciously teasing time with Lady, about an hour later, I’ll notice that the cage is looser than normal and I’ll look down and my balls will be hanging soooooo slow. The first time I was kinda worried. Then it happened again tonight. But I figured it out.

 See, Lady has been keeping me denied now for 18 days. Tonight She decided to unlock me and “play with wax.” But, not one to waste time, She decided I should edge while she “waited for the wax to melt enough.”

 Fifteen minutes later, I was one edged lil slut, and it was time to be waxed all over.

 Then before She went to bed, She decided there was time enough to edge me “really fast”. She kept saying “stroke faaster slut” until I was begging for mercy.

 And an hour later, there was that looseness around the collar again, but this time I know WHY.

 My balls are so full they hang lower after a session!

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It’s been hours since Lady and I were together. I couldn’t write a word, needed to get away from the overwhelming desires. I cooked. Ate, washed dishes…anything but sit down and remember the state She put me in.

This will be brief. I’ll let you just imagine if you had a slut you kept locked away only to edge him every day, and 12 days had passed and you let him unlock, but you don’t let him stroke. No, you lock him in the device and take a wire brush and...

DRIVE HIM FUCKING INSANE!

Last night I made a new version of the Lady’s Glove. Earlier in the day I had been given permission by Lady to unlock on my own and switch cages, which I did.

You see, I HAVE the key to the lock. I have always known at any moment I could unlock and play…I could cheat. Really, it would be theft, since Lady owns this cock and every drop of cum.

Last night, for the first time, I was so in need after 10 days of not cumming, and nearly daily unlocking and edging for Lady, I seriously thought about unlocking, and stroking and cumming.

I’ve thought about it in the past, to be honest, since I HAVE the key. But, I always thought, “I could tell Lady I’ve had enough, and if I am going to cum, I’d rather hold out til I see Her again and beg Her to let me cum. I want to cum with Lady there, guiding me, enjoying it as much as I will.”

Not last night. I started thinking, “How would She know?” And you see, I felt so guilty to be thinking this way. It was thinking like an unowned slut, not an owned and treasured slut, as I am to Lady.

Rather than cheat, or steal, I thought about how I needed help…that I was struggling all on my own, that the temptation to use the key was getting too great. So, I spent some time thinking of a plan to remove the temptation. This afternoon, I told Lady I was struggling and presented my idea for taking away the temptation.

This time, when I locked up Her cock, as She watched I placed the key in an envelop, sealed it, wrote “Lady’s Key” over the seal, and Lady added a special twist all Her own…She had this slut pour wax over the seal, and took a screenshot…so it is impossible for me to tamper with the envelop and cheat.

And now I feel so owned. Locked. Completely. The last temptation, the last bit of free will handed over to Her. This is HER cock completely now, locked away til She decides to unlock it again. It is a huge step. I am…owned.

And I am thinking about our time today…how incredibly erotic is it to BE Her owned slut. Lady made it very clear that She had a true NEED for Her slut today, and She needed to see Her slut edged and aching…and ruthlessly used this slut, edging and icing, edging and icing, over and over, then a slower, deliciously torturous edging before  She locked Her cock up.

And this time the key is not within easy reach, there is no “how would She know?” questions in this slut’s mind. I am owned. I am Lady’s treasured pet, Her slut, kept naked now for 5 weeks, denied orgasm for 11 days and no option for cumming for at LEAST 19 more. Why? Because this is how Lady has always wanted to keep a male slut.

I adore Her.

This picture is for You Lady. Your slut is locked away, aching for You.

Lady is just the kindest pet owner a slut like me could ever hope to serve. When She ordered me to mark myself as Her property, I asked if I could put a little heart under it, and She allowed it!

She let me unlock and even let me edge for Her! She is just so kind. She knew I needed to practice my edging so She let me and even was so kind as to not let me stop until I was so bad off I had to use the safe word.

She is soooooo kind. If it wasn’t for Her, I would have done something silly like…cum. And what kind of pet would just cum anytime they wanted? I need Her guidance and she is so kind to give it.

Then She let me have a cigarette and I think that was just so nice. And guess what, She even let me practice edging a second time! She is really just so kind!

And W/we discussed how being caged is actually an honor, because I get to be reminded that I am Her owned slut all day and all night long. And Lady, being so kind, gave me the chance to beg Her nicely for the chance to be locked back up. And thankfully She granted my shameless request…and it was back in the cage for this slut!

And you want to know what the very nicest thing She did all our time together? She reminded me that I’ve had the pleasure of being denied for 10 days now, and then She said AT LEAST 20 more days.”AT LEAST”…isn’t that so kind, to remind me that She owns me and when I cum is totally, completely up to Her.

oooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO soooooo kind J

Lady was so kind to let Her slut unlock, considering She had worked all day and was very tired.

It had been 3 solid days locked in the cage, and Lady was concerned that Her slut cock might need a shave. I am now allowed to shave in the shower as needed, but there simply are places covered and locked away that I can only shave when Lady allows.

After a close inspection, Lady decided Her slut should shave, but any “unnecessary touching” was not allowed.

She then decided Her cock needed a bit of oil for skin care, and again, She only allowed soft rubbing, and Lady enjoyed the sight of Her cock growing rock hard that She allowed the rubbing to continue…and continue…and continue until She has this slut so edged She decided to make me stop.

It’s amazing…but being edged soooo ruthlessly by Lady actually was a release. I needed to touch, badly. But Lady was not done with Her slut…She had been thinking of seeing Her cock in a “cage of pins” all day.

And what IS a cage of pins??? Oh it is deviously simple…just so many clips all over Her cock and balls touching is simply impossible.

29 clips to be exact.

And as fate would have it, storms moved in here, with heavy thunder and lightening, so it seemed wise to unplug the computer. Surge protectors are a joke.

And that was this slut’s fate…to suddenly have to be recaged, our session cut short…locked away til Lady’s decided when to unlock Her cock next.

I adore Her

Well, I can report the new cage design, which I have named “Lady’s Glove” is extremely comfortable to wear. Light as a feather,  all one piece…secure…dirt cheap…I feel like…I dug my own grave lol. Anyone wishing to know more about the design, feel free to email U/us for a copy of the pattern and directions.

In fact, I find myself wearing it for the third straight night. As things turned out, there was no opportunities for Lady to allow Her slut to unlock.

This is new territory for U/us. The longest Lady had kept Her slut denied until now has been 7 days. I’ve noticed having a full 30 days, at least, to tease Her slut has given Her time to relax. I was joking with Lady and saying, “You can’t lose…if we have time to play, you get to tease Your slut…and if we don’t have time to play and I stay locked, I’m STILL teased.”

And this slut is very, very teased. I find its now, in the evening, when Lady is sound aside (there is a 5 hour time difference) that I just go a little insane.

Right now I crave to touch…I wish Lady was available and I was on cam for Her, spread like a slut…and begging Her “Please edge Your slut …please Lady. Edge me soooo ruthlessly I beg You to stop.”

As Lady reminds me often, this is my life now, either edged or caged. Cumming is…not an option.

Tomorrow will be one week since Lady has allowed this slut to cum…and 3 more weeks to go.

I can’t imagine. Right now I feel like I could burst and Lady seems only to be starting Her month long game of “drive Her slut insane with teasing.”

A few pictures should say more about my current state.

Playing with wax...and these pics are from 3 days ago! 

Friday morning, I’d been locked in my cage since Wednesday night, and Lady and I met and chatted online, me naked and caged…and at the very last moment She said:

LM (7/25/2008 11:46:01 AM): now

LM (7/25/2008 11:46:02 AM): oil

LM (7/25/2008 11:46:04 AM): quickly

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:46:05 AM):  yes lady

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:46:19 AM): oiled

LM (7/25/2008 11:46:22 AM): now stroke

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:46:25 AM): ooooooooooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:46:27 AM): you'll need to go quickly

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:46:32 AM): yes lady

LM (7/25/2008 11:46:54 AM): i want you to go all the way to the safe word sweetie

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:46:59 AM): ooooooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:47:01 AM): and we have so little time left

LM (7/25/2008 11:47:09 AM): that's why i need you to stroke fast

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:47:15 AM): oooooooooooooooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:47:38 AM): i love to watch you fight for control

LM (7/25/2008 11:47:43 AM): when i say stop

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:47:51 AM): ooooooooooooooooo

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:48:30 AM): closer

LM (7/25/2008 11:48:35 AM): yes

LM (7/25/2008 11:48:39 AM): hips are starting to move a little

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:48:54 AM): oooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:49:04 AM): i see everything sweetie

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:49:11 AM): oooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:49:23 AM): and i love it

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:49:23 AM): edge

LM (7/25/2008 11:49:32 AM): good lil pet

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:50:03 AM): ooooooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:50:14 AM): stop for a second and let me see

LM (7/25/2008 11:50:23 AM): mmmmmmmmmm

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:50:25 AM): ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:50:29 AM): now stroke again

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:50:32 AM): oooooooooooo

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:50:51 AM): soooooooo owned

LM (7/25/2008 11:50:56 AM): you are

LM (7/25/2008 11:51:10 AM): you oil when i say oil

LM (7/25/2008 11:51:14 AM): you stroke when i say stroke

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:51:24 AM): oooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:51:45 AM): a little faster sweetie

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:51:49 AM): ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:52:01 AM): soooooooooooo close

LM (7/25/2008 11:52:10 AM): you're doing so well slut

LM (7/25/2008 11:52:12 AM): you really are

LM (7/25/2008 11:52:39 AM): and you're making me so wet

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:52:44 AM): ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:53:13 AM): mercyyyyyyyyyyy

LM (7/25/2008 11:53:16 AM): stop

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:53:23 AM): oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:53:31 AM): omg

LM (7/25/2008 11:53:38 AM): good huh?

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:53:43 AM): yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

LM (7/25/2008 11:53:56 AM):

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:54:00 AM): oooooooooooooooooooooooo

LM (7/25/2008 11:54:11 AM): and this is how it's going to be for another four weeks sweetie

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:54:16 AM): ooooooooooooooo

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:54:31 AM): you deciding...everything

LM (7/25/2008 11:54:36 AM): yes

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:54:42 AM): and cumming is not an option

LM (7/25/2008 11:54:42 AM): and that is how it should be sweetie

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:54:47 AM):

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:54:52 AM): i can FEEL you loving it

LM (7/25/2008 11:55:04 AM): oh i am loving it....SOOOOOOOOOOOO much!

a_caged_cock (7/25/2008 11:55:07 AM): teasing your pet

LM (7/25/2008 11:55:18 AM): uh huh

LM (7/25/2008 11:55:22 AM): ice up now

Then it was back into the cock cage for Her slut. Lady kindly sent a pic She took to show me how slutty I looked..

Lady has decided She would like to find out what happens when Her slut is not allowed to cum for a full 30 days

Tonight was this slut's last orgasm for a very long time. Lady was so kind to let me cum at all. From here on out cumming is, in Her words, "Not an option."

 I keep thinking about one thing: somewhere in Lady's mind is a fantasy of keeping a slut as Her edging slut, naked, shaved, caged...and sooooo edged he drips constantly. I want to stroke EXACTLY as She wants, and tell Her exactly how close I am so Lady can never worry Her slut will cum. It's not an option. The only options are edged or caged from here on out.

Sorry I haven't posted here in a few days. Trust me, I am still VERY much Lady Midnight's slut.

This morning She edged me.

It had been 3 days since this slut had been allowed to touch, when these pics were taken:

yes...I ache! 

Once again, this slut is worn out from 4 and a half hours of being thoroughly used by Lady Midnight. Once again Lady kept Her lil slut hard at work, and getting back to being a full of cum slut after She allowed this slut to cum on O/our anniversary and last night not being able to be together.

First, She wanted to begin labeling the clothes pins by how much bite they had, 1 being soft, 2 being medium and 3 being HARD. She had Her slut put on the chain belt and the cock noose, and She decided the best place to test them was, of course, right on the most sensitive area of Her slut.

When the noose slipped off, all 5 clips went jiggling and making slut squirm, to Lady's amusement.

This slut finially cried out the safe word after 22 clips! Lady was soooo kind to have Her slut then use ice to cool down.

Then this slut had a surprise for Lady. As Lady was telling slut how sexy he had looked in The Device with chains during O/our anniversary, slut surprised Her with a picture he had taken at that time, but never showed Her.

I hope Lady is pleased now to see the other pic I took during O/our anniversary while looked in The Device

Then Lady decided She wanted her slut to stroke slowly, then faster, then faster still, right to the safe word.

And just when this slut thought He had been all used up, Lady asked seductively “Would you like to edge for me again?”

Lady had me edge, no stopping allowed, right to the safe word again!

Oh, the vicious cycle starts again, caged or edged…without knowing how long it will last.

This subbie is happy to report that O/our 2 week anniversary was a deliciously fun time.

I was a worn out, happy little slut who crashed into bed early. I awoke now, at 4 am actually feeling refreshed! Yes, as always it was that ache of being locked by Lady in the cage that woke me. That is my life now.

Two weeks isn’t a very long time. Only new couples celebrate a two week anniversary. But that is not to say it’s unimportant. Really, there is only ONE two week anniversary, then it’s gone. And yes, I’ve had my share of 2 week anniversaries in my life.

I don’t think you can know EVERYTHING there is to know about a person in two weeks. I have been in real life relationships for years, for example, and my partner had no clue I had submissive desires. Two weeks is long enough though, to have some firm ideas on how the other person operates in this world. Are they mean? Do they care about things? Are they self-centered?

Is this person a good thing or a bad thing in my life?

I tell Lady often that I love how She thinks. She has the most amazingly devious erotic mind. And behind that mind is a woman I adore.

Yes, it’s been only two weeks, but this I know: Lady isn’t a woman who wants to dominant me and take me to a bad place…She wants to lead me to the sweetest place filled with pleasure and happiness.

Tomorrow is O/our 2 week anniversary

I found an email I never sent to Lady, from the Saturday after W/we met.

Miss:

This subbie is going to bed soon, I am tired and aching here…I just keep wishing so much I could cum and I know its wrong of me to even ask…but….i have been thinking about this all day miss, of doing something that pleased you so much that you would just consider letting me cum just one day sooner…just one day sooner is all I am asking, just one day, please…

I am just asking you to consider this…just consider it only please Miss…if I am a really good boy and last through the whole 15 minutes of edging…and you let me rest just a minute or two and then got edged all over again and went another 15 minutes….would you just consider maybe letting me cum one day sooner???

I know this is asking a lot, all I am asking is for You to please give me the chance. If I do succeed and go the second 15 minutes, I am not saying You MUST let me cum a day sooner, just…consider it. And if I fail, I am willing to accept that You add a day to when You allow me to cum.

I am sorry…I know I sound so desperate, but I AM desperate. Just please Miss, consider my offer.

Your’s,

slut

It’sfunny to me now, that I ever thought I could talk Lady into allowing me to cum sooner than She wants. I know better now. Why? Oh, let me think of a good example. Oh! I have one! For instance, today She had this slut uncage, and then place the metal cage in the freezer! Then for 2 hours  I sat and chatted with Her, uncaged, aching, pre cum LITERALLY dripping down my thigh after not cumming for 6 days, and not ONCE did She allow me to touch. Then Lady had me remove the ice cold cage from the freezer and lock up again!

 I laugh now at the unsent email…but oh I remember the desperate feeling….I have it again, only worse!

Before I became Lady Midnight’s always naked, either caged or edged slut, my online life went basically like this: If I was feeling horny, I’d surf around looking at porn, stroking, looking, stroking, looking and then cumming. And of course, looking at porn is a very dominant thing…click here and she will spread for you kind of thing…

Oh how very different life is now!

The cage eliminates stroking when I want, obviously. But it is far far more than just that.

Today I knew Lady had worked a long day, and when She said, “I don’t think I’ll be uncaging you tonight” I believed Her. I thought ok, I know what will happen, Lady is tired and wants to just chat with Her slut…

And after a bit Lady ordered the cage removed and I thought, oh I know what will happen, Lady just wants to let Her cock out for a bit, She’ll not allow it touched…just out.

And some time passed and Lady said She wanted a little oil rubbed on Her cock…and I thought yet again that I knew what will happen, that She’ll have me rub a little oil on and then recage Her cock..

Then Lady ordered a slow stroke…then a bit faster…then faster still until I was edged and so close to cumming without permission I had to use O/our safe word!

Then another surprise…Lady sent me a screenshot She had taken just as I had used the safe word and She had ordered me to stop stroking. There I was, Her slut, edged fully, completely, 5 days denied orgasm…and Lady saying She absolutely loved how I looked.

Then Lady says “It will only be a couple more days” until I get to cum. She drives me insane! I have absolutely no idea what She will do next, I really don’t.

No wait, there is one thing I do know Lady will do: Lady will, without a doubt, use this slut EXACTLY how and when She wants.

I’ve never done a blog before, so I have been reading blogs lately, all sorts of blogs on all sorts of different subjects…and will be trying to add other, deep aspects and thoughts regarding my life now as Lady Midnight’s always naked, caged, denied male slut. I will try to chronicle my personal development as time passes and I grow as a submissive…

But until then OMG THE SEX IS INCREDIBLE!

We spent 3 hours together, Lady first requiring this slut to make a noose for Her cock, and then pull it tight, so it was held in place without this slut needing to touch…which drove me INSANE! Then She used the wire brush….up the length of this cock….over and over, laughing and giggling at my squirming…I was ready to burst! And when She was done having Her fun, She had me untie, and a huge drop of clear pre-cum dripped onto my naked thigh, which Lady requested I scoop up and lick as if it were Her fingers feeding me!

I am finding after our sessions I am exhausted…and I try to grow as a sub, as a human being, to learn…but I am tired, worn out…so THANK GOD THE SEX IS INCREDIBLE OR THIS BLOG WOULD BE EMPTY!!!!!

After She used the wire brush on Her cock then next think was Her order to stroke slow as She watched. This slut got instantly VERY hard after 4 days without cumming and only being let out when in Her presence…and then She ordered that Her cock be stroked faster…and Her phone rang…and She immediated say “go slow again”…and I squirmed…Lady had me under Her complete control and She knew it…like a pan you had just turned the heat up, but the phone rings and you turn it down so nothing burns….I WAS THAT PAN!

And Lady got me to within 1 stroke of cumming.

Oh

My

God!

Ah and then Lady’s interests turned to Her own idea for a cage that “could never be worn for very long, and would always require supervision” – W/we have simply started calling it…The Device.

Oh

My

God!

And then…Lady announced it was time to re-cage…oooooooooooooooo no cumming for this subbie today.

I apologize…I know a blog is supposed to be more than just sex but ….

This slut woke up in the dark, aching as always, but this time I heard Lady’s voice in my head…comforting me…asking me what was wrong.

I told her that her slut’s cock was aching and all swollen inside the cage…and Lady reached down and touched her slut’s cage and asked me how bad I was aching…

I told Her I thought shaving had been a huge turn on for this slut and normally I would have been able to touch after, but now, as Her slut, there was no touching allowed and it was back to the cage…and I was aching and swollen and in need….

And Lady was so kind to me, She let me cuddle up to Her and She patted my head and said “Sweetie, are you afraid you’ll be bad and touch down there?”

I nodded yes and She said, “Sweetie you aren’t allowed.” And I told Her I knew that, but I was such a slut.

She patted my head again and asked me if I wanted Lady to help and I begged her for help. She whispered in the dark that She understood and that She had just the thing to help.

I imagined Lady ordering me to reach up to the head board, where two wrist cuffs awaited. “This is going to help so much” Lady said as She cuffed me.

Then She reached down and ran Her fingers down the cage, making me squirm. She whispered “Now you don’t have to worry about touching…isn’t Lady good to Her slut?”

I squirmed in the binds, aching in the cage and said “Lady is so good to Her slut, thank you for helping me.”

And Lady said “Awww sweetie anytime.”

Ok I must be in deep because I am feeling guilty for all the pleasure I am receiving from Lady Midnight. It doesn’t seem fair to me, and I’ve never ever felt guilty before! But I do…I’ll get over it I am sure lol but all this evening I have been thinking about how turned on I am, contantly, how many hours and hours and hours of physical pleasure She has given me, and it doesn’t seem fair.

I believe Her when She says She is a happy Woman but physically, the sensations of pleasure She has given me can’t even compare to the little payback I can give Her. I think that is probably the big difference between being an online Dommie and and online subbie.

But then again She gets to cum anytime She wants…lol

And maybe I am overthinking this all toooooo much…and its as simple as Lady having as deep desire to have a male sub kept naked always, either caged or edged, maybe this isn’t just all my fantasy….maybe…that explains why this is sooooo good

A bit ironic that on July 4^th, Independence Day here in America from those oppressive British, last night, has been 1 week since W/we met and this slut’s cock has been locked in bondage ever since. Or as Lady Midnight loves to say “Either caged or edged, that’s how you live now.”

I remember Her responding to my ad on Literotica saying She was interested in a chat, and I responded “Would you like me caged during the chat?” LOL. She did J and this little slut has been caged every minute when not in Her presence ever since. And naked every minute when with Her

I should have bought a lottery ticket that day. It was my lucky day!

There have been more conversations, scenes, sensations, tasks, fantasies, songs, cage designs, rituals, rules, and pure hanging out talking about O/our lives than I can possibly keep up with.

I don’t even think half of what W/we discuss SHOULD be public. One thing that is public, obviously, is this blog. And last night She mentioned how proud She was of Her slut and this blog, and that I should seek out ways to find readers. The slut in me just loved thinking that Lady Midnight was so happy with Her slut She wanted to parade him around in public!

What was interesting to me, now, was my response. I worried that all the comments would be from single male subs asking “How can I get a scene with Lady Midnight?” And I think that needs further discussion from this slut.

My response was because there is no way any male sub who longs to be deliciously controlled by a dominant woman would not want a scene with Lady Midnight! I adore Her and She knows it. She also knows I’m old lol and have been around the block a few times and I don’t adore just any woman who will pay attention. (I’ve sat in my share of chat rooms where the women are constantly asked, ‘Will you look at my cock?&rsquo

My response was not that I am jealous. I want nothing more than for Lady to be surrounded in pleasure and if another submissive gave Her pleasure, I would love it. In fact I have an entire fantasy building around Lady being deliciously aroused at the prospect of having two (or more) subs to play with at the same time. I just love how She THINKS and how Her words tell me when something is really turning Her on, and I can imagine Her pleasure at having very trained, obedient and completely shameless male sluts at Her beck and call

( FANTASY: Being used by Lady Midnight as Her ‘advertisement’ on cam in a chat room, with ‘Property of Lady Midnight’ marked on this slut’s belly…caged…Lady surrounded by other male subbies asking for Her to consider them until She has found 4 or 5 or 6 ….then being let out of the cage so she can ‘interview’ each sub with me…pairing each sub up with me….stroking together until I am so edged I need to use our safe word…then given only a rest while She dismisses one sub and calls in the next to be paired with me….over and over…’reinterviewing’…endlessly edging while Lady takes Her time, thoroughly enjoying Herself J )

I think mostly my response was because I simply don’t like most male subs. For the most part, I find them selfish, disrespectful whiners. I love my little fantasy, but am not sure how I would respond to a room full of subbies being disrespectful to Lady Midnight…I just might find myself saying “Would you just shut up and enjoy Her, it does NOT get better than this!”

I am sure there were things I did before 5:22 pm, but my day really started then, when this slut was finally back in Her presence. All those hours, as She reminded me,  nearly 100 hours, locked in the cage were forgotten. I was just so excited to be back with Lady!

And She was so thrilled t ofinally get back Her little pet to play with!

I am one worn out, happy, satisfied little slut. I can’t give you the highlights, it was all highlights, for 5 hours!

Hehe I snuck a few screen shots in without Lady knowing so She can remember a few of O/our moments

This time Lady wanted the ENTIRE slut to be Her property and I gave Her my best, as She deserves.

Over the long days when W/we were apart, Lady had wondered just how many clips She could attach to HER balls...and of course this slut was only too happy to please Lady. 16 in all!

Lady is so kind to this slut, She let me edge over and over again.

This slut was finally allowed to cum all over Her property's belly. I learned this is how this slut will cum everytime, when allowed. And Lady was so kind as to let me scoop up all that cum, every drop She created, and licked it up  

I am sorry to be so brief…..but this slut is totally completely worn out.

Only a few more hours until being with Lady Midnight again! I know one thing without a doubt, I never ever would have done this if it wasn’t for Lady Midnight! NO! I do love chastity, and denial, and have even played around with it alone for brief periods of time…but there is a huge difference between sleeping in a cage for a night and LIVING in a cage for days on end!

Lady is special to me, She is in the ‘I can’t believe I met a woman like Her category!’ You see, I KNOW without a doubt I could have said “It’s a little early in O/our relationship to commit myself that much yet, sorry” and Lady would have understood and would have still wanted me around. I never, ever felt I MUST take this large a commitment to Her or else She would banishment me. No. She would have respected me and understood.

So why didn’t I say no, I can’t go 4 solid days locked up? Because I am a satisfied submissive who has found everything I want in Her, and I want to be the very best submissive to Her I can be.

The very hardest part has been to go without Her, aside from brief messages and comments. I miss being in Her presence. I think She misses having Her little naked slut daily, too. In fact, knowing Her, I’m sure She wishes She could have watched me drip and swell day after day!

This has been good for me. Lady uses that phrase a lot: “It’s good for you, slut”. She’s right. Good for me in at least two ways.

The first is, to be living as the denial slut that I AM. Lady has brought out a craving in me that I need to satisfy with Her. (I think She has an equally deep craving for the pleasures of keeping a male submissive denied and under lock and key!)

I read somewhere that it is the submissive’s position to seduce and arouse the Dominant…and I feel this need in me…this slutty need in me to be…irresistible.

I do NOT mean I want to control Her. No. I mean… I think of Lady on Her bed, pleasuring Herself, thinking of what delicious torments She wants to give to a submissive…and She could place an ad and have a 100 submissive men tomorrow…there is no shortage of submissives She could get to do anything She wanted…

It’s so hard to explain…I can only explain it from the male point of view lol. I think of ‘slut’ in the male sense…like the cute little slut dressed in nothing but a skimpy thong…and I see her and just WANT WANT WANT…and she wants and craves to be touched…

THAT is the slut…the irresistible slut…I want to be for Lady…where O/our needs are equal…I want Her to crave Dominating me as much as I crave submitting to Her…

I wrote in my last post that I hope Lady allows me to stroke long and hard…and I DO wish that, god I wish that. But what I truly CRAVE is being trained to be Lady’s best little denial slut, whatever that means to HER.

The second reason why this has been good for me is that when Lady says “It’s time to go back in the cage” has new meaning for me. You must understand, I was not at all expecting to be kept caged for nearly 100 hours. Noooooooooooo. The plan was in less than 8 hours I was to meet with Lady, and W/we had talked about unlocking this cock and edging it for a while before I went to work, then meet again that same day for more play. When She said, on Sunday night, that it was time to lock up, I did so basically thinking it was no big deal, since I was heading to bed anyway and would be unlocked in the morning.

So now locking up is a very very big deal…I would like very much if W/we made a ritual around it

One last night to go before I am in contact with Lady again. I’ve given up all hope that Lady will allow me to cum…I can’t even be sure she will uncage me…she drives me insane!!!

I do hope Lady allows me to shave…the itching is a new torment…but I am worried she will devise some way for me to shave without touching very much…and I think I will cry if she does lol.

I miss TOUCHING OMG!!!! I miss stroking! I hope more than anything Lady lets me stroke this cock, stroke it long and hard, over and over…I keep thinking of that. Just to be allowed to stroke would feel soooooooooooooo good.

I’ve been daydreaming about that all day long…shaving and then edging over and over for Lady until She gets me to the point where I can’t touch it anymore without using our safe word, So She has the juicy, dripping, denied cock She wants…

And the reality is I have no idea what She will do. None…arrrrggggggggggghhhhhh!!!!!

This subbie woke up around 3 am this morning from the ache of having a cock that wanted to be free from its tiny little prison. Its not that there is pain to the cock, its underneath the balls where the collar is locked in place that hurts. All the swelling tightens the collar, waking me up, brings me pain, reminding me INSTANTLY of my position under Lady Midnight.

I lay there naked and thought of what She said, of how the biggest erogenous zone is the mind, and I totally agree. Online is of course all mental. I’ve had many online encounters and have found myself turned off for no reason other than slow typing lol. It’s true. Online submission is not just the ‘scene’ for me – its timing and pure imagination and countless little things that add up.

 Our safe word is one of those ‘little things’ that adds to the erotic situation. I lay there in the middle of the night thinking our safe word is really to be used only under two conditions.

The first is if the pain Lady is ordering me to endure becomes too much, I can always shout out the safe word and Lady will allow relief from the pain. For example, I know without a doubt that if the cage was physically endangering me, cutting off circulation or some nasty thing, Lady would allow removal of the cage.

The second condition I can use the safe word is when the pleasure is so great I might cum. I not only CAN use the safe word, in fact I MUST.

 So I lay there realizing there is no safe word for getting out of being constantly, endlessly denied. None. I lay there thinking of Her words, said during a time together where I spend 3 hours naked on cam, all the time caged…and dripping. Lady had said “I could spent all day watching.”

 It’s an endlessly delicious vicious cycle…with no safe word. The more teased and denied this cock gets, the more She likes it, and the more She likes it, the more teased and denied I get.

 Technically, this sort of cycle is called a positive feedback loop. Positive feedback loops are VERY bad. Global warming is an example of a positive feedback loop...higher temperatures cause more polar ice to melt, he less ice there is causes more sunlight to be absorbed instead of reflected, which causes higher temperatures…over and over…until EVERYTHING MELTS J

 And now I know it will not be until Thursday evening that I get to serve Her again. Nearly 4 solid days locked up. And no safe word!

Here are just 3 pictures from O/our long 4 hour session.

Lady had this always naked sub mark himself as Her property and pose like a slut.

(Notice the cock is still caged.)

For Her amusement She wanted a bow tie around the balls!

(Notice this slut is STILL caged at this point, Lady being in no rush whatsoever to uncage him.)

Lady liked seeing Her cock tied VERY tight. Lady, however, saw no need for slut to actually touch Her cock, when it could be pulled around by the string!

I miss Lady Midnight. I hope all is well with Her because I know She would contact me if She could...

I just hope these last few days have given Lady as much pleasure as they have given me.

I know it may sound crazy to some people to read about how being denied orgasm, or even the right to touch, can bring pleasure..but omg it does. I think about last night, and think, Lady had me naked and uncaged for most of four hours...and not once did she let me stroke. Not once. The closest I ever got was when she allowed me to oil up this cock before being caged again...but when she saw that i was enjoying it too
much...she ordered that I stop and put on the cage...and that was more pleasure than i have had in a very very long time....

Its been 24 hours since I've been in contact with Her, 24 in the cage...and my thoughts wander all the time...wondering about Her...trying to piece together little things She has said or done to make me understna what turns Her on...daydreaming of things that might...for example...
i thought omg She might love nothing more than to put a little plate under my cage and see how much i drip over a few hours...or, I bet Lady would find it funny that the hair She is letting grow out is itchy...and i'm caged, and along with the massive sexual arousal comes a new torment of being itchy and unable to scratch!

I am going to be a good lil subbie and get to sleep, naked of course aside from the cage...Lady, wherever You are, knw this subbie loves to obey You, and though You were not around today, my one wish is that You KNOW I am obeying. This brings up a thought about online training and my experiences and the things I've witnessed...I've seen so many male subbies who were a pain in the ass, whining, complaining, constantly trying to do what they want rather than what their Mistress wants. Maybe in real life a good swift slap would bring a subbie around lol but online is different, and I think it is sooooo important for a subbie to obey so the Domme has Her wishes carried out seemlessly. So much can happen, dropped connections, pc's freezing, neighbor's at the door lol...Lady Midnight I hope You see in how I serve that I love to obey You, want nothing more than to carry out Your instructions and create the little online world W/we both want

This subbie has been lucky.

Back in 2006, a Mistress online enjoyed placing this sub in a cage and denying him orgasms...going denied 13 days at one point.

Then that relationship ended and I became busy in real life. I enjoyed my freedom to play when and how I wanted. And the internet of course, is a perv's paradise, with an endless stream of people and sights to cum to...and I most certainly did! I rarely went a day without an orgasm by my own hand.

Thoughts of chastity and denial were still with me, and sometimes I would imagine a Dominant telling me 'Don't you dare cum yet' as I played and watched cams...so so many incredibly sexy women to view and tease me...but these thoughts were just one of many fantasies I had.

In late winter of 2008 this subbie started going to anywebcam.com and would go on cam, caged, and had a few pleasant experiences, but mostly I kept to myself and played and denied myself according to my own desires. I recieved a few private messages, usually from men who either wanted to have a cage or saw the cage, and assumed 'he is a subbie therefore I can make him do anything'. I did meet one woman who thought the sight of a cock in a cage was extremely sexy, but she was not at all into orgasm denial...she wanted to see men cum!

I never gave up the hope of finding a woman who shared my particular turn ons, but it has been my experience that it is a rare woman who truly loved to keep a subbie caged and denied. Recently, I placed a personal ad at a popular adult website, hoping...yet being very realistic. I knew what I wanted most of all...I wanted to meet a woman who would be completely aroused by the thought of taking a subbie to the very edge of orgasm and then locking his throbbing, aching cock away in a cage, for days and days...